Well this is different... Most surprisingly, things can be good... I can have something to look forward to, i can be dependant, i can let go. You know how it is when you... start school but leave kindergarden, when you read something and change your beliefs or when you get your driver`s licence, your first job or when you move into a new town, a new home... a new experience... that`s good. If you have the heart to stick by it and if you want it to be good for you... the whole universe will conspire to fufill your wish.

Thing is... it`s late, but it`s not cold, it`s not hot, i`m not depressed... i just hope this works out. It may be a new thing for me